I've had the absolute worst luck in my a19 plays. Always infected on day 1, can't find antibiotics or honey, and a dire wolf decided to eat its way to the roof on night 1 despite me crouch-cowering in my little hovel.
Having watched lots of streamers, this isn't typical, so I'm just trying to roll with it and decided that I must have been one of the people who helped cause the apocalypse, and this is karmic retribution